What I would wear

everyone is on denim lately. pants, t-shirt, shoes... feminine, tomboy, sporty, vintage.... young and old.... everyone loves denim! Nothing will ever kills this style. timeless.

I remember the last time I wore denim shirt is on 1997 when I was at junior high. I wore an oversized denim shirt paired with denim palazzo pants and pastel wedges covering my feet. That was probably the weirdest outfit I have ever wear but that time I was confidently wore those everywhere, walked like a fashionable person, and no one would beat me, and the guys who saw me would instantly made a crush with me. 

well... kinda hard to admit but that was how I felt at that time. silly.

Now I realized that i might have something that people shouldn't have, those huge confidence like when you feel yourself was extremely good but the fact it makes other people eyes were greatly in pain. I still feel like that till the moment i write this but not too extreme like the old days when i was a teen.

Now, after time passed by... I wouldn't wear denim shirt with palazzo again, but with colorful tight jeans instead. still weird? but I like it.

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ 26/02/2013 ]

He currently loooves eating paper. Not a plastic anymore.

WISHLIST

MOMENTS TO REMEMBER [ BACKYARD ]

Living in a village means:
1. Dress up for comfort
2. You see trees rather than high building
3. fresh air

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ 22/02/2013 ]

SPENT FRIDAY just the two of us at home. I helped hubby at work just a feeeeew minutes because obviously I couldn't leave Noah alone at home. ok may be I must a wee bit admit that I use Noah as my lazy reason. hehe...

LEARN TO CRAWL [ 20/02/2013 ]

 

I FOUND NOAH WAS ALMOST FELL from bed when I just woke up this morning. that was a quite tense morning, and I'm soo extremely startled, and I blamed myself for unanticipated moments like this. Everyone already told me that I should start sleeping on the floor rather than on a high bed or I should stop co-sleeping and start to make Noah sleeps on his crib because sooner or later when he already learn to crawl he will fall from bed.

SILHOUETTE

 

THREE YEARS AGO we had a really nice summer. it wasn't too windy or too hot, and the sky was just so clear and the clouds were so beautiful to the point we felt like we would wasted our life if we spent that day just at home. That afternoon on february 2010, we went out to Karaha with our camera in our hands.
 

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ 17/02/2013 ]

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ 15/02/2013 ]

I ALWAYS HATE FRIDAY for two main reason;

1. my house helper is off to work so I had to work everything alone,

2. my hubby's store cashier is also off to work, so after everything were done at home, I went to the store to help hubby as his 'only-on-friday-cashier.

My mom usually helped me by came to house to look after Noah while I'm busy in the store, but today she was also off to came. She's been stayed for a while at my sister house because her helper was resign a week ago, and Natcha gets fever, and my sister, and my brother in-law also busy with school so she asked help from mom.

FAVORITE SONG OF THE WEEK

THERE'S SOMETHING REALLY SPECIAL and ADDICTIVE about this song which made me want to keep listen it over and over again, and it always keep whistling on my ear every time i turned off the song. the lyric is just so blatant. I'm ugly and desperate! and I honestly say that I don't like what the lyric said AT ALL. everyone is pretty. like a baby, everyone is unique and beautiful in their own way. I'm beautiful for my hubby, but may be not for you.Noah is the most beautiful & handsome person I have ever know but may be not for you. orrr someone might be really pretty for you but for me she looks so ordinary. simply just like that.

2NE1-UGLY.

I think I'm ugly

and nobody wants to love me

just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty

don't lie to my face tellin' me I'm pretty

it's ironic that this song was sings by pretty gals like them. for the lyric, I love you're beautiful by christina aquilerra, but for the rhythm I choose this.

Happy listening~

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ WITH BALLS ]

I had such a hectic morning today. woke up at 07am, then took Noah bath, carried him on a baby sling and made him sleep, then I took myself a bath, and prepared to my nephew wedding. I need 10 minutes to stared at the closet till finally made the red chiffon dress as a choice. then I put make up for about 7 minutes and stopped cause I saw Noah woke up, stared at me then smile. I love his smile. 

Hubby was kinda LAZY today. He spent the morning just laying down at the sofa and watching TV. He didn't even tried to stared my gaze how I need him to help me with Noah. I need to prepared myself to the wedding but Noah also need someone to look after. My house helper went to the market to shop food for lunch, so obviously she couldn't help me at that time.

me : "look at me"

hubby : "what for?" 

me: "just look at me!"

he then see me and frowned : "ooh, you wearing make up,"

that wasn't the thing I tried his brain to understand. Look at me, I need help! please carry Noah just for a moment till I finished putting my make up on!

I think he pretended to be fool just to avoiding things I would asked him to do. So I stared him with the coldest eyes I've got.

hubby : "oh, you know I have a flu. you don't want him to catch flu again right?"

"just wearing your mask for god sake!" I throw his mask above the desk and put Noah on his tight. 

We didn't fight. He just made me angry, and he succeeded to made me angry, I was angry, but we didn't fight. that was the most important thing. WE DIDN'T FIGHT!

That was my morning folks! I didn't even remember to take a single shot at that time.

[ Noon ]

MOMENTS TO REMEMBER [ I WAS ]

That is not a good face I show you above but that's me in march 2011. get with it. I posed a Dracula face in the picture to make it look a bit cuter but it turned out became creepy. but that is not the main point I want to tell you about. That picture is just to show you who I am before. a crazy girl who always acted like a cute but cool girl. cute and cool? not such a right combination. it was like Avril lavigne mixed with hillary duff. weird.

You know, after I had a baby I realize that my life won't 100% back. Nope. not even 50%. maybe I still have 20% of my life when I used to be, but largely it's gone. My characters were also changed. From crazy to psycho I mean a bit calmer. from impatient girl to must-be-patient most of times, from little bad ass to a nice home-stay woman. I'm a women now not a girl anymore {yes! reality check}.

MOMENTS TO REMEMBER [ BANDUNG ]

Bandung has always be my favorite city. I used to live here for about eight years since I graduated from high school so no wonder if I still feel so bond with this place.I felt in love for the second time here in this place, I found true friendship, met crazy people, worked like an ashol with an ashol peoples, went out in the midnight and took a sleep in the morning, I used to have a really thin body when I was living here, eat sashimi and sushi, laugh like a crazy person, spent money in the mall and cafe like your pocket will never be empty, and junk food junk food junk food! Gosh! I love this place so much!

Here are some of my favorite places.

Braga

WHAT'S I'VE BEEN UP TO

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ 8/02/2013 ]

[ Morning ]

HE DIDN'T WANT TO SMILE

Look at those pictures, how hard I tried to make him smile. he just being so cool today. cool and cough, and nose filled with snot.

BEING SICKO

While I write this, I'm sitting on my work chair, and coughing like a billions times, and I ran out of tissue while my nose is running, and I also have a really sore throat. Noah is sleeping in bed with mouth opened and he look so pure, sweet, and un-fussy [he will be fussy again right after I gave him the flu medicine]. My house helper didn't came to work for about four days--including today--because of the same illness, and my hubby complained about the same symptom and he said he want take a rest today and wont be able to help me washing the dishes, clothes, and everything!

my house is in chaos right now.

I hate flu, I hate the bad weather! and I need someone help to cleaning up the house!

oh and I forget to tell you how bad it is having a cough while your baby needs to sleep. it is just seriously not good

Don't SICK ladies and gentlemen! DON'T SICK!

Get well soon my baby

FEBRUARY WISH LIST

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ RAIN ALL THE WAY ]

[ morning ]

today, yesterday morning, I took a few shot of my brother & Noah right moment before he went back to Bandung. Noah was just woke up and a bit fussy with his running nose and cough but I'm glad that finally my brother did a great job to let him stand on the ground and made him smile. Grandma also help me playing pikaboo behind me. 

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ WITH PRETTY SISTER SENSEN ]

WHAT SHE WORE [ NATCHA ]

PHOTO DAILY DIARIES [ SICK FAMILY ]

5 MONTHS OLD

Noah turned five months today. He still drools a lot, babbling like mamama, dadada, and something like abklklfslkdpaopda, and he still put everything in his mouth. I began to gave her solid food last saturday because everyone told me that he looked like always starving and breast milk seemed didn't enough for him. it's a tough decision for me and hubby because I know 6 months is the right age for solid food. but i came to finally followed successful parents who raise their children healthily until they're older, my parents and hubby parents.